When I play racquetball at the gym, I am literally displayed to the world, in a large glass room, and feel more self-conscious than most other times. At this time I am able to "gaze" at myself and in a way, see what I look like from an outside perspective. Even though there is no reason to be shy about this, being on display for myself and others brings about a bit of an awkward feeling.
Caucasian male age 19; moderately tall; somewhat lanky; nervous looking. Looks around anxiously and opens large glass door into racquetball court. Begins playing, appearing to put forth a good deal of effort but attempting not to look like he is trying too hard; somewhat carefree attitude even though trying to win. Moves back and forth along court while numerous other gym goers walk by outside room, momentarily glancing into the game. Main character misses points occasionally glancing back at the glass wall somewhat nervously, noticing the people walking by. Main character appears to be well aware of his actions and motions, trying to control each very specifically. Loses game and exits room; somewhat dejected; somewhat aloof. Scene ends.
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I know what you mean about the racquetball room. It seems odd that people can watch you while you have your back to them and not even realize it. I've often wondered why they made that wall out of plastic rather than just having it be a concrete bunker sort of thing.
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